I may just be 18, but my heart and mind and the way I carry myself tends to make people think that I'm
in my early twenties. I have been in church my whole life (my father being a pastor) and have seen
every type of "religious" mentality that there is.
I have been wounded by many people, including pastors,
whole churches, and even my own family, and have learned how to handle the pain that I've had injected
into my life.
I am a writer by nature and use my writing to help with the pain and stress. I know after
maybe having read all of this you may be thinking "Wow...how depressing, I should send her a pity
email.
" Please, spare me! The truth is, I have a great out look on life, and a great sense of humor
(my goal for everyday is to make at least 3 people laugh). I am here for something more than all
the crap that's already in my life, but I do like to have fun (PS I love roller coasters!) As far
as what I want to be, my goal right now is to finish up my basics at my local college, go to a Christian
university and get a degree in youth ministry so that I can become a youth minister and also get my
BA in English so that I can be an English teacher.
That is basically what I'm aiming for with my life...SO
if you haven't already stopped reading this and have moved on, send me message anytime and get to know
me! Infinite XOXO's, Alyse Swinging ads wakefield I am a dreamer and have always dreamed of what my
future husband may be like.
I'm basically looking for someone that after making amazing love to me,
will let me lay head down on his chest so that I can hear his heart beating as he gently strokes my
back and arms, and just whisper to me words of his undying love for me; someone that when the snow/rain
starts to fall will gently tilt my chin up so that our lips get so close together that the only thing
that separates them is the steam rising from breaths.
But besides all that...I love musicians (I am
a singer too), writers, someone that can make me smile, and intelligent men. Since I plan on being
a youth pastor, my future spouse will have to love kids of all ages.